I Just Want My Bangs Back

21.. sheltered new yorker..phillyish I am the most Anti-Social, Social, Homebody, Outgoing, Quiet, Shy, Loudest person that I know. Destined to be a Music Major/ DJ/Producer/Director/Writer/Singer but I don't have the talent to go with it, so for now I'm just a Psychology Major/Music Fanatic and Groupie from afar that's trying to empty my picture folder.

Christina D... Straight. No Chaser.: Made Rebloggable by Request: question: what would you tell your 20-year old self if you could? and what do you wish all...

str8nochaser:

Question from becomincgchici

This is a good one!

What would I tell 20 year old me??

Twenty Things I Would Tell 20-year old Me… and what I want 20 year old women to know (in bold). Some of its very personal. Some of it is general wisdom that has come with age.

  1. Despite how the world around…

YES..thank you..number 12..number 12..number muthafuckin 12

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Yeah, there’s gonna be few times when you have masquerade for these schools. But it’ll all be worth it when they had over you diploma when its all said and done.

YES..I know..its just at this moment in time I just feel like punching myself in the face for screwing up my original plan..but I have no choice but to finish because if i don’t my parents would personally beat the shit out of me in public for coming this far and quitting

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I had this problem too, until I sat down and got it done. It sucks having to explain yourself to these schools. I feel your pain.

Thanks.Like there’s only so much bullshittin I could do in an essay,I’ve never had to bullshit someone in five hundred words before..all Ive done with my life is work, talk shit, and sometimes do ratchet things with friends and family..

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I swear these personal statements I have to write for these schools is holding me back. I just wanna transfer to your school and get a degree. They want me to tell them about myself. Im not a singer, producer, or writer, Im really not spectacular in any way. Im just an average girl with average grades who is just trying to get a degree so I can get an average job. No I didn’t help homeless people or read books to children. No, I probably won’t join any of your groups or organizations. No Im not an experienced traveler who writes poetry. Yes I know it looks suspicious that I’ve already been to two schools..

…sigh..Ive shouldve just stayed in Virginia instead of running away like a pussy 

Introverts, in contrast, may have strong social skills and enjoy parties and business meetings, but after a while wish they were home in their pajamas. They prefer to devote their social energies to close friends, colleagues, and family. They listen more than they talk, think before they speak, and often feel as if they express themselves better in writing than in conversation. They tend to dislike conflict. Many have a horror of small talk, but enjoy deep discussions.

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haha! Expose me why don’t you!

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*clutches heart* They know me. THEY KNOW ME!!!!

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Frank Ocean

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I’ve had a crush on this man for the longest time and I have no clue why..him, Bruce Willis, Ving Rhames, and Clifton Powell (sometimes, depends on what movie/play he’s in), and Jeff Goldblum too..If I was twenty years older.. It’s not a daddy issue type thing Im just attracted to these men for some reason which I think explains why I only get hit on by 50 year old men..I guess I have that glow about me that old men only see Im gonna regret this post later on..I always post weird shit during this time of night and when Im sleepy

I’ve had a crush on this man for the longest time and I have no clue why..him, Bruce Willis, Ving Rhames, and Clifton Powell (sometimes, depends on what movie/play he’s in), and Jeff Goldblum too..If I was twenty years older..

It’s not a daddy issue type thing Im just attracted to these men for some reason which I think explains why I only get hit on by 50 year old men..I guess I have that glow about me that old men only see

Im gonna regret this post later on..I always post weird shit during this time of night and when Im sleepy

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It’s 3 something

There’s this guy outside going through a dumpster while playing techno music from his car

And I thought people in the suburbs at least pretended to be normal

The things that only I see　

creolekay asked: Hey girl, just wanted to thank you for following me. Your "about me" pretty much sums up who I am. The whole "...but don't have the talent to go with it" part needs to be on my blog. I want to work on films but I'm a PR major

YES..I feel deep down in my soul im supposed to be this amazing artist that excels in every aspect of the entertainment industry but for some reason I didn’t get that special gene..so im stuck sitting here following all of these amazing talented people and being jealous as hell..         

 Sidenote:Im jealous of your hair by the way it looks very luxurious 

They play this at my job all the time and I don’t have any problems with it..I have no choice but to sway side to side and hum along whether people are around or not

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